Addiction.....

She sighed. ''How am I suppose to know Wally?'' Frowning slightly. ''I don't know what she and Adam had. And I don't know why she did not kill you. And I am glad she did not kill you. Or did you prefer to be dead now?''

He looked away. "At the moment, yes, I wanted to hurt, so I'd feel atleast some how good. I was high then." He felt he needed to tell her that.

She sighed looking down. ''Don't...Promise me...You'll never use drugs.'' She turned his head to make eye contact with her. ''Don't ever do that again.''

He looked in her eyes. "I promise, I won't use drugs ever again." He smiled slightly. "I never want to go through detox with Batman." He shivered, at the thought.

She nodded. ''Good..'' Standing up again. She sighed deeply. Rubbing her eyes. ''You went through all this stuff...And I did not even know...''

He felt ashamed. "I'm sorry. I didn't want you to know, and Bruce didn't tell you, or look you up. I don't know why." HE looked at her worried. "Are you mad?"

She sighed. ''No..I'm just..'''Dinah shook her head. ''Just tired you know..''

He pulled her to the bed. "You want to take a nap?" He hadn't really gotten much sleep either those last few days.

She nodded slightly. ''I'm just tired off all this....All the fucking problems! You understand?! I am carrying a child that isn't my husbands! The biological father is dead. Killed by my own husband. The child will Never Know or see her biological father..'' She sighed deeply. ''And then Laura is threatening my husband..'' She looked down. ''I cannot do this Wally...'' Biting her lip. ''Maybe I should have chosen for abortion back than..''

"No..." He cupped her cheek with his hand and turned her head to look at him. "No Dinah.. I may not be able to take back what I did, but I can handle Laura. I can take care of you and the child. Just please don't give up on me." He looked at her pleadingly. "I will love that chilld as if it was my own. I am her father."

She looked into his eyes. ''I am her father.'' She bit her lip. Wrapping her arms around his neck She hugged him close. Feeling some tears sting in her eyes. How much I wish you were the father. She sobbed silently. ''I'm sorry....I won't give up on you..'' Why couldn't it be your child...Why [i]Adam's..''

He hugged her tightly. "It's okay babe, it's okay." He stroked her back comforting her.

She bit her lip. Burying her face in his shoulder. ''Why can't it be your child?'' She whispered.

He stroked her hair. "What are you talking about? It is my child." He asked keeping his face serious, and his voice steady.

She laughed softly. Getting out of the hug. She wiped away her tears. ''You always stay optimistic don't you?'' She smiled softly at him.

He smiled at her softly. Lifting his hand to show his wrist. "You see what happens if I don't. I don't want to go there ever again."

''I'm sorry..You shouldn't hurt yourself..Drugs are no option.'' She looked into his eyes.

He looked her in to her eyes, smiling slightly. "I know that now. It just felt good at the time, though I was miserable." He took her hand and pressed it against his cheek. "I love you Dinah, you are too good for me."

She smiled softly. ''I love you too Wally.'' She kissed his lips softly. ''I'm not too good for you. Trust me.'' She let her forehead touch his looking into his eyes.

He laughed. "Well then, let's be bad for eachother together." He looked into her eyes, smiling.

She laughed. ''Good idea Bad boy.'' She tapped his nose. She than sighed. Laying down on the bed. She layed her hands on her face. ''I am tired of being pregnant. Why can't Ellen come out now? 9 months is long.''

He smiled and laid down next to her. "And you said you want more children." He touched her stomach. "I can't wait for her to come out too. I want to hold her already."

''Can't you use your power to speed up pregnancy?'' She smiled at him. ''I want more children yes. But when I want to fight Either Ellen kicks me or people start complaining that it is dangerous.''

He laughed. "Well it is dangerous." He stroked her cheek, and pulled her closer. "And I don't think I can speed the pregnancy, might be too dangerous."

She smiled. ''True..'' She kissed him again. ''Remember when we trained in the Danger room. And you suddenly kissed me?'' She smiled.