STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!

Laura ran fast into her room, grabbing her hair as she paced back and forth. She bit her lip, feeling the tears sting her eyes. She suddenly broke down. Walking to the bathroom, looking at herself in the mirror, before punching it. Shattering the whole mirror, she cried hard. Laura started to punch the walls. Before she looked at herself in the shattered pieces of the mirror. She took out her claws, moving her sleeves out of the way, cutting her wrists with her claws. She winced in pain, but, she deserved it.

I deserve this...I deserve this!

Laura opened her mouth for to scream in pain, but, only did whimpers. She gave her left arm and wrists some good cuts. Before she moved to her right arm and wrists, crying. She felt herself in so much pain..

I..I'm so stupid, I don't deserve kindness..I..I need pain..I need a punishment.

She kept cutting her wrists, keeping her healing powers from stopping. When she knew they wouldn't heal for a while, she stopped. Before turning around to punch the wall, and kick it. The tears running down her face, "I'm so stupid!"

He went to her room, knowing she would propaply be there. He knocked on the door. "Laura? You allright?"

Laura couldn't hear Adam, as she was screaming as she punched the wall again. Making a huge thud. She hit the wall with her hand flat, crying as the blood dropped from her wrists.

He heard screaming and walked in. He looked in the bathroom, seeing the mirror broken, and her punching the walls. "So what's their crime?" He said with a serious face.

Laura froze as she heard his voice. She didn't look at him. She was speechless, turning around fast as she hid her wrists with her sleeves.

He saw her hide something, and stepped in, making the broken glass crack under his feet. "Mind telling me what was that about, and who was that boy?"

Laura kept her back facing him, keeping her sleeves down. She heard his questions, "T-That..that was Julian.." She whispered, weakly, but loud enough for him to hear.

He walked to her and took her by the wrist, turning her to face him. "Say it, is it like I think it is? Did you have sex with him?"

Lara winced, biting her lip as he turned her around. Making him believe it was because he turned her around, not that it was because of her wrist. Her eyes looked up at him, feeling the tears streaming down her face. She nodded to him, softly, getting prepared for a slap or something.

He let go of her wrist, letting it fall to her side. He looked away, feeling hurt. He sighed and looked down. "I guess it serves me right for putting you through all that drama with Canary." He saw a drop of blood fall on the floor, looking up to where it came from seeing her wrist bleeding. He took it once again in his hand, pulling the sleeve away. His eyes widened. "Laura! Why?!" He looked at her, with pain in his eyes.

Laura went to reply to him, only to gasp as she tried to pull her arm away from him, "N-No! Don't lo-!"

Crap..

She looked at him, her eyes widening each second. Before they softened into pure sadness, "Cause..I'm stupid...and..and I keep hurting you.." She said, trying to pull her arm away from him, while hiding the other one.

He looked at her with a serious fcae before throwing his coat to the floor, and rolling up his sleeves. He picked up a shard of broken mirror, and pulled it on his arm, making a deep cut. "If you think you need to punish yourself for that, then so must I." He made another cut, this time shedding more blood on the floor. He got ready for his third cut.

Laura's eyes widened, watching in horror, "STOP IT!" She shrieked, running to him, grabbing his hand with her strength. Keeping him from from making the third cut, "S-Stop it! I-I can heal..you can't! STOP IT!" She shrieked, feeling herself tremble as she cried.

He looked at her, letting the shard drop to the floor. He took her by the shoulders, making her look at him. He revealed his eye. "See that, that healed. Maybe not as quickly as you can heal yourself, but it did. I don't want you to punish yourself like that, okay?" He asked looking at her saddly.

Laura's eyes softened, sadly, before it deformed into pure sadness. She turned around, punching the mirror once again. Before she fell hard on her knees, crying. She covered her eyes, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I'm sorry.."

He knelt down and hugged her. "Don't be sorry." He pulled away from the hugg and looked at her. "Now what I'd like to know are you going to leave me for a younger guy?" He asked clearly trying to make it sound like joking.

Laura looked down, "Please...please don't make me answer that right now..I don't know..I don't know what I want.." She said through her sobs.

He was a bit dissapointed, but smiled and helped her up, walking her to the bedroom. "Well, you can answer me when you do. I can wait." He went to get some towels for her and for him also. He pressed a towel on his cuts, trying to make them stop bleeding. He sat down next to her.

Laura sat on the bed, her eyes staring at the floor, letting the tears fall.

I'm so stupid..

Laura didn't take the towel, not wanting to help the cuts..Adam would have to force the towel on her cuts.

He looked at her, sighing heavily. He took the towel and pressed it on her cuts. "You want to talk about it?"

Laura winced, keeping her gaze on the floor. She was becoming numb, "No.." She said, wanting to snatch her arm back.

He could feel her mask going up again. "Just so you know, I'm not giving you up that easily. Please remember that." He said gently to her, wiping the hair from her face.

Laura looked up slowly at him. Her eyes a hazy green, showing how much pain she was in. Her face deformed into sadness, before bending over as she cried on her knees.

He looked at her crying form, saddly. "You want me to leave?" He said getting up, pressing his towel on his arm.

Laura didn't know what to do, she didn't know if she wanted him to stay or go..All she could think of doing, was to say sorry, "I'm sorry..I'm sorry.." She whispered, repeating it over and over..